I am the chaos and you are the cosmos

Countdown: Exactly one week :S

I suddenly have this itch to talk about people i admire.
Starting from some of the guys at Ritz.
I really wanna take my hats, shoes whatever off them.
They're sooooo nice to the aunties that it makes me feel
so bad horrible to be Stomping on auntie catfights;
Foruming on fatmanparade about their uncouth behaviour
and the like.

They make sure the aunties are being treated like queens.
Makes me wanna be an auntie too.

"Auntie come you sit down lemme carry this for you."

Then came the debate @ the elderly exercise corner.
Kavi's rebuttal really got me masticating on her words.
She had me to put myself in a world where EVERYONE
was kiasu(phobia of losing out), where the #1 rule in the house
is to get the most out of EVERYTHING, where parents poison
your minds their beliefs: MORE is GOOD.

Vacuum cleaners.(mum's vacuuming house now)
They suck.

Okay back. So if you were to be in such an environment,
who wouldn't fight&fend for themselves?
It's just our luck fate that we're the generation after
them to have to tolerate the auntievities. ):
But nevertheless i'd rather tolerate them than to be like them.
(:

I wrote a song last night. Pretty contented with it(:
But it's incomplete.): It's about a girl struggling to keep herself
up between her internal voice & external facade.
As the song progresses her internal voice slowly devours her
as she sinks into reality (instead of the other way around) that
she really wants him back.
Here's part of the chorus:

"Sacred liar you’ve caught my heart
Teach me how
Well i won’t fall down
No i won’t fall down
Sacred lies they’re caught between your charm
Cut it out"

(i didn't take this i ripped it off DA)
i'll take The Eight Sin series with shal soon.
After this mission.tsk.

If you're seeing this, please pray that Junda's guitar
is with Joel.