I am the chaos and you are the cosmos

Saturday, February 28, 2009

 

It's just the turn of a card.

An Esther post!

Esther Loh, duh. Otherwise Lee? HAHA(:
What kinda girlfriend am I? Didn't even link
my les. Alrighty i'll link reeeal soon.

Okay fineee i'll blog about the Lee.
HAHA I can hear the buzzing of joy.
Yesterday was a reeeeeeeally happy day.
I can't remember the last time i was sooo
happy. (: After Hockey training Esty
surprised me by still being in school, cus
she told me she was gonna leave halfway
through my Hockey trg. In the end i found
out she was actually there cus Tom was there
-.-/sucha disappointment! HAHA
Sand left and we just chilled at the exercise
corner. & that was when the real fun began(:

Z was kicking the volleyball around, and i got
bored looking at Est drooling over Tom, so I
joined Z. I tried bouncing the ball on my knees
and i only managed 5 hits): The ball was too
light, couldn't withstand my powerful kicks :D
(self consolation)

Anyhoo, we did a few ball tricks then it got old
and I tried to climb the wall, and i did it:D
Est just kept slamming into the friggin wall and
there was this EXTREMELY gross but HILARIOUS
"PIAK"/"BAP" sound, that she makes when she rams
into the pillar :DDD Like, you know when you throw
a lump of ham against the wall? SHE'S GONNA
MURDER ME. She made soooooo many attempts,
and finally...









she still couldn't climb the wall.
SFX: audience'd go wow at this point
but too bad Est doesn't get audience. :P
Yea then the humpty dumpties were
all on the wall looking down at PigPao (:

Then randomly this guy joined us.
(It was reeeally v v v v v v random)
He wanted me to teach him how to climb
the wall. D:
HAHAH and i did! And he managed to climb
it in the end.
Then Tom and Josiah played a spontaneous act
on Est&I, they were talking about how their
friends threw a bday party for this guy, and
that he missed his OWN bday party, then i was
like D: how can you miss your own bday party
and Josi was all ya i know so what do you think
of this bday guy? Thinking he must have had some
conflict with this guy i simply said, oh how
irresponsible!(in a joking manner) And he said: "that
guy's me." and i was all..
D:
D:
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:D
You're such an ass! Happy Bday!

Alright so i was late in meeting Est today,
so we ditched Lit seminar to chill.
The skater dudes were soooo cool albeit
the intimidation.
Est and i crapped about stuff from hair to
v necked shirts. And she was being such a
total ass today.

Me: I think BBQ sauce tastes nicer than
curry sauce.

Est: No

Me: Stares at Est angrily like this:
I said: "Esther do you realise what you've just said?
I was telling you my opinion and you immediately
said no. I wasn't asking you if you think BBQ sauce
is better than Curry sauce. I was telling you that
i feel BBQ's better than curry."
And she burst out laughing.

Then we went to grab some clothes from fareast(:
I got this heart-fied top and Est got this blue
thing (i don't know how to describe it)
Then I gathered that her top's gayer than mine.


Although mine looks like a potato sack.

THEN i attempted to pose like one of those
blogshop models who are trying to endorse
their product.. I just kept laughing to myself..
I obviously failed terribly, but i think i can pass
off and disguise as one of em. hehe.
(SORRY SANDY!)
Look as my biceps:DDDD eh eh eh (: Got it from
popeye D: KangKong's waay better than spinach.







You took us all by storm.



Wednesday, February 25, 2009

 

Beware, GP ahead.

So this is how it goes;

TOAST. To this great accomplishment of ours,
in getting to this stage of maturity, grats to all.
However, i must strongly voice out my utter dissapointment
with the shocking immaturity of the school.

That's right, having your own friends (take note: where acquaintances just upgraded to friendships) point out one another's claws and flaws that is.

Here's an analogy: Throwing a piece of meat in between two
Jews and having them to fight for it in front of your own eyes.
There are many issues in this situation that i'm concerned about.
Socially, Politically, and Personally.

Firstly, and most expected, the purpose of such an activity is to
bond the students with their classes and learn from your own
mistakes through what others point out to you. But FYI, isn't
the social esteem more important in this case than the physical
closeness? I mean who would wanna get a bad remark (even if it's
constructive critism) in the inital process of knowing each other?

Example: "Hi OMG you look horrendous in that shirt btw nice to meet you."

Yes, being blunt is one thing, being honest and truthful is another,
but being honest and truthful AT THE RIGHT TIME is awholenother
thing altogether.

That aside, the other thing is hurt(or in some cases, crushed)
esteem weighing more than an improved attitude.

i)We say the grass is greener on the other side,
ii)We also say birds of the same feathers flock together.

So what if the grass is greener on the other side? (:
No one's saying greener is better.
You are.
& moreover, i LIKE it light green here, together
with the daisies and sunflowers. The grass prolly looks
light green here because the sun is shining brightly
down on us.
But then again, it's how you promote it, not what you're
given. If i was on the greener side i'd say i like the shade
and the nice breeze here, out and away from the scorching
sun.

Birds of the same feathers flock together. Orientation'09
was great, and it will remain sweet in our memory
forever, of the class spirit we possessed (don't
get me wrong, we still have the class spirit - only that the pearl
is in a clamshell). But life goes on and there is more to that, not
everything must go according to our plans and turn out fine
and dandy. Some search for people with the same frequency as us and we
settle in, some like rojaks with all kinds of spices, others gather with
a wrong common ground to put others down to allegedly bring themselves
higher. Where is the love in such groups? The only thing that bonds the
people, is gossip.

God told me one thing: Remove the plank in your eye before
you pick on the dust speck in your brother's eye.

(word here that captures me: brother)

Which means it involves love. Ultimately if everything we do
involves love, nothing can be too difficult. We will all be
royalties because we will wear forgiveness like a crown.
If you love this person like you love your brother/best friend/
whoever you treasure, no jealousy will arise, no hatred will arise, no
behind the back talks that wouldn't help the person will arise.
The only thing that needs to arise, is love. You'll be in prayers, A06.







Just because the facts aren't being spoken out doesn't erase their existence;
silence is just a quieter way to lie.







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Sunday, February 22, 2009

 

You're the light we call salvation!

Past bedtime
(But nevertheless (: - I HAVE to jot down my exploding thoughts)

Due to time constraint, (unlimited desires and wants, so little time! )
SCARCITY RAWRRRR
& also due to me being in the midst of one of my occasional freak-outs
where i get all confused and forget what i'm doing & need some
organisation tips & pep talks, (this is where the world comes in & correct
the word occasional to all the time) :/

In this little whirlwind of mine i'm learning to take control!! :D
(Dora's little pets come out and play music for me)
So instead of blogging down a chunk imma fish out phrases
so you don't have to highlight them out from the bunch of nonsense
that i spill out together with them. :/again

I'll be listing out the highlights of my very EXCITING week :D
#1 2nd speaker in the Proposition in a Debate in lit class + 10zillion POIs
(THBT that women should stay home behind their husbands blah blah) - Ta, no comments shush!

#2 Broke a finger in netball & didn't see a doctor! :D
Amazing! (Thanks cellgroup
a bunch for healing prayers! - Thanks be to God more of course. [:)


#3 Hockey training! (: Back on track after championship in floorball in '08 baybeh

#4 Took a picture with KEGAN!! teehee*

#5 Burst a balloon with one foot after 3 tries

#6 Met a new friend, Kenneth

#7 Made known to the entire H2 Econs cohort

#8 Expanded my command of the English vocabulary

#9 Got 2 sets of PJC uniform for free [:

#10 Made a 2 and a half minute impromptu speech in CHINESE
*Standing ovation

#11 Ruled boredom

#12 Clinched role of Peer coach. haha!

#13 Friday Fellowship! (:

#14 Talked to ACS guy who stood up for Sandy & I

#15 Refilled 1 litre gigantic water bottle TWICE:D

#16 Earlier than Esty once in my life.

#17 Heard ridiculous rumours of me on the THIRD week of school! D: HAHA so high school,
i LIKE (:

#18 Auditioned for a bossy role. Quote from script: "You look fat today, well i'm not saying you weren't fat yesterday, i'm saying you're consistent, you're fat everyday." HAHA suchaaa meaaaan role!
Meandy Meandy.

OH NO DAD'S HOME ! *shuts com runs to bed






#19 Pretended you never exist

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

 

Hurt my 'marriage' finger):

Fine Tune!
Yes, fine tune into the new culture & lifestyle.
Changes make me think. (Good or bad i don't know-goes both ways.)
Okay so the military people have shared their experiences & encounters.
It's my turn now(:

I used to hate my hair,
how it wasn't straight, how it wasn't smooth & silky
like rebonded hair, how it wasn't thin & instead, was always thick & messy.

(in case you haven't guessed it i'm again waiting for my hair to dry)

Well it was always about what it wasn't, & anything that was used to oppose
that self consciousness was always overriden by the mere thought that anything
that was said to supposedly make me feel better & didn't have the ability to make
my hair look nicer is mundane.
(oh how i hate grammar!)

Now i truly love my hair, like my name (thanks Mr Econs lecturer for the
popularity raise - i'll touch on this later-.-). & i love it BECAUSE it's not vertically
perpendicular to the ground-straight, BECAUSE it isn't so smooth that my hair
band will slip off when i run, BECAUSE it's messy. Ugh i don't wanna sound so
Tyra but i just wanna get this off my chest. (or maybe i could be a student
COUNSELLOR) :D note: not councillor[spelling??]

That aside, let's recount the scene in LT3.
So Mr. __(i forgot his name- not that i care about protecting his privacy)
was looking for an answer(as usual)
& the underlying crouching tigers A06 (that's us) were noticed by Mr I dunno
his name, and i'll put you in my shoes from here.

Mr.idkhisname: "Let's have...A06"
Us: *deep breath in*
Mr.idk...: "Alright I shall have a lady"
Shawn&Titus who were behind Esty&I: "Phew!"
Me: "18 girls in the class, surely won't be me."
Mr.idk...: "Alright this is a very special name.."
Me: CONFIRM can't be me. *Turns to look at Constance*
Mr.idk...: "Mindy where are you?"
Me: *Cringes* *bites bottom lip* *shuts eyes*
Mr.idk...: "When i say it's special i'm not being sarcastic blah blah..
People: Feast eyes on this poor girl who suddenly feels the heat of the spotlight. :S
Me: "Homogenous as in not equally suited." PHEW!

:D Had it been some other question, i would have been speehless. Praise God(:
& i never knew the name "Mindy" would seem special to anyone else but my parents
who gave me that name. (:
It's most prolly cus i've been hearing & writing it for, sixteen plus years? (:
Sixteen suddenly sounds so PG. haha!
oh i'm having a lil difficulty typing these at the moment, ): cus of my flaccid
forth finger on my writing hand..LEFT HAND): Why couldn't it be my right.....
on 2nd thought..no(: First shot at netball aft 4 years and this? *shakes head

OH
about the interesting aspect of my life at the moment, I auditioned for
the role of Amanda yesterday(: Esther totally rocks for accompanying me all
the way to ulu Lavender. Didn't know sleazy streets can have such nice names.
:/ Amanda basically is reeeally bossy & a bit of a self praise, huge ego, & thinks
she's superior to everybody else. A little too much not like me, haha! But all these
character traits, i think i know just the person(: *winks at Esther
WHOA now i'm the one talking so much. I had to also sing a song in the audition,
& i did Jason Mraz's I'm yours(:
The rest is up to God, i've done my best, now i'll have to wait & see if they call.

Lunch/Recess with the guys are always a bundle of joy&laughter.
Chicks and snails and tortoises, to sugarcane and potatoes & blood
of the lamb & exploding toads (or Tituses) haha, very funny.!

IM JOINING HOCKEY :D
(pst Est! JAMMING SOON)


I'll look everytime you do(:

Sunday, February 15, 2009

 

PEEJAY ICEKACANG??

BIG TRUCKLOADS OF
APOLLO~GIES
):
For the very quick&effortless previous post.
I don't even think i left a title. Hmm.
ANYWAYS I've got some time to spare now
while waiting for my just Sunsilkfied hair to dry; so here i am! (:

BIG BIG DISCLAIMER: Brace yourself for PEEJAY PICTURES!!
(& you'll begin to see why i'mm falling in love with the pee people!)

Before content P.S: I will type the comments UNDER the picture,
in case some of you out there are like me, always confused about
which statement belonging to which picture..or is it just me? :S
*i shan't be surprised.

" You are my ice kacang (ice kacang)
In this tropical heat (tropical heat)
You are my favourite dessert (ooh la la)
So inviting so sweet (sayang eh!)
Would you like to bo bo cha cha (cha cha cha)
Come along & dance with me (shoo-bee-duah)
For you are my love, my one atap chee,
someone i like to eat (EAT LAH!) "

<3>

Funny how everyone could be so oblivious to the OBVIOUS camera.(except for the three of us - Atiqah, Limin & me)
Well maybe it isn't so much about the cam..
it's prolly the camera owner :D


Oh God, might as well throw me into an all girls school.
On second thought please don't :S haha!


& we bring 'em boys in!! :DDD
(& Mindy's smile grows wider)

AWWH looking at this, i'm feeling this tingling sensation again. ):

& we have the DANCE TROUPE :D
With a couple of really swift people a lil too excited. Haha
-bonded with saliva mixed punch ewwaww!


& smth that represents us.
Paper stars squashed in a plastic container
to make the school look good. Heh.
*heck this pessimist Mrs Tan's gonna expel me.


& we have the, SUPERDUPER lazy but adorable OGL with the towel,
the CUTEST clan master who reminds me of Ian, a cheerleader who looks like he plays chess, and a pair of unknowns.


This is the sweetest picture of Esther and Mindy (:
(Limin's gonna kill us) - after Mrs Tan does.


First day of offical studying tmr, wish me (everything good) ! (:





I CAN REMOVE MY BRACES NEXT MONTH(: *hopefully:/
Doc says latest by April:S *Crosses her fingers that she
can celebrate April Fools with nice teeth:D

Valentine's day..without a valentine?
HAVE A MOVIE MARATHON YOU SILLY!
*throw in a box of banana popcorns
Well if you don't feel like doing or saying or eating anything,
just bring in bananas seriously(:

PPPPPSSSSS: Steph is the best sis in the world.

turn around.


Thursday, February 12, 2009

 

Used toilet paper vs No toilet paper.

Blog's screwed. ):
Will fix it soon. i mean Sis'll fix it soon.

So i prayed to be a Nobel and i am one now:D
Well my day started out excellent but ended in a mess.
*Sigh

I'm so dead, im extremely addicted to 90210. ):
Not like it's a bad thing entirely, right?
Goes both ways.

Am LOVING my class(:
09A06 *nods nods

PICTURES!!!


[alright these came in kinda late :/ they were taken on the first week of school-3rd day
i think]

& those below were taken at my aunt's place,
& i know, i know Arron's gonna be jealous cus
there's the most adorab-LEST Aaron coming your waay:D

I look horrible but i dont care this is too adorable to be hidden.


You've seen the old peeps. Now for the new peeps(:
Yeap ripped that off Esther's blog.
That's us in out lit lesson. (:
By the canal without water. TSK



Gotta crash now love.





We shall pretend not to know that we actually do know each other.
All this time; ...

What do you call this unfinished chapter?



















Thursday, February 5, 2009

 
His gross exaggeration of a half truth.

Monday, February 2, 2009

 

PIONEER? PIONEER!

TWENTIETH POST!
First day of school(:
Kindaa baddddd.
Zombies.
Pin drop silence.
Awkward.
Albin & Amalina & Rashid!
Naggy teachers.
Stupid tour.
Surprises upon seeing the long&lost(s).
Keeps thinking what's going on at ACJC.
Tomorrow will be better!




i know you well enough to know you'll never love me.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

 

REAL LIFE PLANKTON!

IT'S FABuary!!!
Everyone's lookin' lookin' fabulous cause
of all the fabulous sales going around.(:
We see 50% here & there. Grab your stuff NOW
before school starts ALRIGHT? :D

Results of the posting were out a couple of days
ago & it seems like i'm only reacting now.
But it didn't really come as a HUGE BLOW to me
when i saw the message from Mr MOE cause i kinda
saw it in my mind the moment i penned down the
school choices. And also the moment i complained&gossiped
blogged about Mr MOE. I knew he'd make me pay
for it. So PJCians i'll SEEYA'LL TOMORROW:D
But...................................................................................
Lord Father in heaven you know what i want.
Please answer my biggest prayer of 2009.

Generous aunts ROCK!
They simply fish out 10 friggin bucks like they know
me forever. Okay rich kids, OUT you go.
I'm saying it in the im-forever-getting-2-dollar-notes POV.
I received a total of TWELVE 10 dollar notes compared to
last year, FOUR or FIVE. & what did you say about the
economy Mr LeeHL?

Timbre with Alex was fun time!(:
ASTRONINJAS oh wow i saw them live for the first time
yesterday. Though i'm not really into their genre of music,
they're seriously good. They cheat our feelings)))): WGB
didn't turn up! Anyways he did some magic trick on me
and GOODNESS it got me so freaked out & flushed there
at the Subway haha i mean at Subway. Oh i wish i could say
THE Subway. MIGRATE! But after thinking for awhile..hey
i think i know how he went about doing the trick..*cheeky grin

Oh one more thing, why are there COUNTLESS of people asking
me how my appeal went? I mean, am i supposed to know how it
went instantly? (Look, i'm not saying it in an angry tone i know
i sound angry & frustrated but i'm so not! I'm just very worried
that there's something i need to know but i don't.)

Can't really see cause we were seated pretty behind:/
Really wished i #1 was seated infront #2 had my Nikky with me):
PJCians, PLEASE be my ex schoolmates))':






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