I am the chaos and you are the cosmos
Monday, November 30, 2009
maybe you could get it from macs?
Cheerios Sandios. *sugarberry xoxos*
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srsly, for all the times i prayed for things to do to kill my boredom. hallelujah.
surprise shal at her hse
watch (don't mock me) twilight
get dad to book lounge to watch twilight
new moon on 3rd dec
book new moon tix online
crash NUH and other work shadowing stuffs and sit in for fun
new yr's eve
new yr
work on new yr cus the pay is damn good?
boh's
x'mas eve
x'mas
pay my road fine):
write a letter to reduce my road fine
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it's 2am in the morn and i'm doing what.
my dslr's with bohboon(the way he likes to be called) and imma be cam-less till wed): ran at the stadium with hollers till the man had to chase us out. was bad. he badmouthed me to kavi infront of the toilet when i was running not knowing that we kinda know each other. haha. (cus my i had my earpiece plugged in and he was shouting for some good frustrating seconds)
"it's shal,bitch" is coming homeeeee {: she's gonna love me cus my photos have improved *plus point
i have tuition in 8 hours.
kavi and i going on a makeup-less week strike. i've got a feeling it's not gonna last.
boh rejected the dare to ask the KFC guy for a mcchicken burger.
+radar is a darn good song but i like nigahiga. hahah
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"could you give me one more minute
the story's far from finished
we could fill in all the pages
i'm feeling sick cus you're so contagious"
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srsly, for all the times i prayed for things to do to kill my boredom. hallelujah.
surprise shal at her hse
watch (don't mock me) twilight
get dad to book lounge to watch twilight
new moon on 3rd dec
book new moon tix online
crash NUH and other work shadowing stuffs and sit in for fun
new yr's eve
new yr
work on new yr cus the pay is damn good?
boh's
x'mas eve
x'mas
pay my road fine):
write a letter to reduce my road fine
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it's 2am in the morn and i'm doing what.
my dslr's with bohboon(the way he likes to be called) and imma be cam-less till wed): ran at the stadium with hollers till the man had to chase us out. was bad. he badmouthed me to kavi infront of the toilet when i was running not knowing that we kinda know each other. haha. (cus my i had my earpiece plugged in and he was shouting for some good frustrating seconds)
"it's shal,bitch" is coming homeeeee {: she's gonna love me cus my photos have improved *plus point
i have tuition in 8 hours.
kavi and i going on a makeup-less week strike. i've got a feeling it's not gonna last.
boh rejected the dare to ask the KFC guy for a mcchicken burger.
+radar is a darn good song but i like nigahiga. hahah
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"could you give me one more minute
the story's far from finished
we could fill in all the pages
i'm feeling sick cus you're so contagious"
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Friday, November 27, 2009
courier ftw
These images that fill my head now keep my fingers from making mistakes.
They may be head turners, but we're neck breakers.
Fresh from the hot shower smelling like Johnson's baby lotion with my hair soaking wet I'm not gonna once again proclaim my love for my fiancee. We both agreed that the few pictures above can sum up the story of our lives. Okay long story short our day ended with an artificial heated debate. I was toooooo bored and we needed to spice up (pun on word spice only kavi will gerrit) so I forced her to pick up a fight with me. So we had to cook up a topic and I really wanted to get on her nerves so I said: I believe in Open Relationships. I expected a really horrified, disgusted face from her but turns out she gave me a really mouth wide-agape surprised look. Then I knew somewhere along the lines i pressed telepathy button again. haha I totally hit the K-spot. "did I? get out." Indeed I read her mind and she was just gonna say the exact same thing with some synonyms but was slightly slower than me cus she was contemplating about her stand. And cus we're both soooooooooooo strongly against open relationships, she's gonna die if she goes with it. I knew she hated it so much so I took the proposition stand X: Okay I'm not gonna elaborate on the content everyone's gonna skip in anyway. d:) (:p
and x'mas eve.
and x'mas.
and new year's eve.
but prolly not new year.
p.s my braces will be off next appointment d:)
i wouldn't wanna read that chunk of ramblings if i were you!
i've got so much more to ramble):
this, is damn funny please watch it!
They may be head turners, but we're neck breakers.Fresh from the hot shower smelling like Johnson's baby lotion with my hair soaking wet I'm not gonna once again proclaim my love for my fiancee. We both agreed that the few pictures above can sum up the story of our lives. Okay long story short our day ended with an artificial heated debate. I was toooooo bored and we needed to spice up (pun on word spice only kavi will gerrit) so I forced her to pick up a fight with me. So we had to cook up a topic and I really wanted to get on her nerves so I said: I believe in Open Relationships. I expected a really horrified, disgusted face from her but turns out she gave me a really mouth wide-agape surprised look. Then I knew somewhere along the lines i pressed telepathy button again. haha I totally hit the K-spot. "did I? get out." Indeed I read her mind and she was just gonna say the exact same thing with some synonyms but was slightly slower than me cus she was contemplating about her stand. And cus we're both soooooooooooo strongly against open relationships, she's gonna die if she goes with it. I knew she hated it so much so I took the proposition stand X: Okay I'm not gonna elaborate on the content everyone's gonna skip in anyway. d:) (:p
+"haiyo, never plan also wear same colour"
It really sucks sooooooooo much to not have any direction): I really gotta ramble this time cus I srsly hate not doing anything at all. Some ppl (like Kavi & Ta and I bet Shal too (who's friggen having a ball in London))) find it relaxing and blissful to ROT. ): noooooooo i'd rather be busy. (you happy now, govt? seems like your 5days work week plan's gotten ingrained in me) why don't you throw in Saturdays and Sundays too? chocolixr cum the cage cum the pg girls would know too well that I mussst find smth to do at all times. keeping yourself preoccupied is a skill too okay, in fact i think it's a talent (: haha okay so not. I don't know why but it's prolly either 1. I don't know of ppl who are like that yet. or 2. It's just another one of my weird antics. i'd go with 1. being weird is everyone's forte really. cus this world doesn't tell us alot of things and we must figure them out by ourselves. and in the process some steps go wrong. so we come down with a whole bunch of things we do our way and call our own which are not surprisingly different from others and would appear to be eccentric to others. the 'Norm' to me is just the most common view which ppl who wanna play safe swear by. I've always been the weird kid and it's pretty unfair that my mind doesn't work the way these ppl in the safe zone want it to. it's not like i've got nothing better to do than to rebel against all the social norms. speaking of which i can't wait for dress-up-as-a-dood-day :D and x'mas eve.
and x'mas.
and new year's eve.
but prolly not new year.
p.s my braces will be off next appointment d:)
i wouldn't wanna read that chunk of ramblings if i were you!
i've got so much more to ramble):
this, is damn funny please watch it!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
(uni)corn partyyyyyyyyyyyyy
it's up!!!! :
This will be a mini personal space where I'll throw in really awesome limited pieces to get me some ka-ching for higher standards of living :D Don't expect big big collections or whatnots byeeee booya be my regular customer okay settt.
This will be a mini personal space where I'll throw in really awesome limited pieces to get me some ka-ching for higher standards of living :D Don't expect big big collections or whatnots byeeee booya be my regular customer okay settt.Sunday, November 22, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
DSLRs FTWs
Sandy somehow figured a method to make the backdrop the focus and blur the person (subject, much?) . She was very proud of it and was teaching me how to do it. I was puzzled cus who'd wanna learn how to take ugly pictures? (and besides, how hard issit to do so) But oh well it's sandy so I understand. So I say, "sandy and her weird antics" issokay I'm weird too but I don't splay my school uniform all arnd my living room floor haha. I see sandy everyday aiyo. But Haji with you and Filly was fun :D"from far wow so nice sharp nose go near aiya..(sandy continues for me) err blunt" HAHAHAH
My mum was DAMN eccentric just now she called to ask my whereabouts and I said I was headed to Bugis and she shouted through the phone: AGAAAAAAIN!?!? (cus it's like the 4th/5th time i've been there this month hahahha) and I had to literally pull the phone away from my poor ears. She then asked me what time I was gonna be home, so I said dinnertime. Then she said she wasn't gonna cook, so I said okay I'll eat outside. Then she SCOLDED ME: YOU THINK YOU GOT SO MUCH MONEY? I was like !!!##(^ ... but.............haiya. So i repeated what she has just done to me in a very fast pace. Then she got even madder. So I asked her what she wanted me to do. (her purpose for calling) and she demanded a "sorry". WHAT THE. okay sorry, no sorries byeeee. PEE-AM-ASS ugh
I walk through Bugis Junction's basement and I can emerge drooling. )))))))))))): Actually, any food places really. Agonizing. Gotta learn Sandy's "window shopping feeds eye-hunger" theory. I need to feed my hand-hunger. She says I touch every item in every shop. Even if it's damn ugly. haha evidence of me being kinesthetic :D If you don't like hugs don't call me if you see me on the streets.
Tmrw's my personal work shadowing day :D Gonna style boobsyaaaa. Indian pamela anderson here I comeeeee! http://taahira.livejournal.com I'll give you a good pat on the back if you can comprehend her posts. Her lingo only.
goodnight world sweet dreams!
P.S thankssss Sanders for helping me (abit only) with my shoe rack's birth! Thanks to you mummy too!
I FRIGGING LOVE MY SHOE RACK BEYOND WORDS *SHRILLS*
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
blueberry&mango
Boobsya needed some salvation for her wardrobe so I met her after my dental appt. I managed to find my way to Salvation army from NDC without having to ring her so she was very appalled(: heh she'll forever make me think I'm damn hilarious because she laughs her silent laughter even when I just show her my mum's reaction when my aunt brags about her "wealth".
Anyways booya got a sequinned top and a button skirt. I got a white bodycon dress to sell and a black chained top for myself which Ta calls the hole shirt. She dunno. We got 90 cents yogurt and were happy about it. Coffeebean made us happy too. But staff wouldn't be too happy to have us as customers. shhh.
"if halloween doesn't go, x'mas wouldn't come"P.S OH, and just in case booya goes arnd telling you my lovely silvery scarf is from some unknown thrift store, ask her to go and die cus it'd from F21
fall back, i'll catch you
I will always stand by you.Happy seventeenth.
"I'm in the wrong too, because I had expectations of you that you'd knock awake on that special day but I was too ambitious. But nevertheless, I believe in you and that these would all be dust in a bottle in no time."
"HELLO TEACHER MINDYYYY!!"
So long as I'm working at My First Skool, I have a strong feeling this place is gonna hear alot about these teeny tiny tots and their adorable-ness. Because they are srsly too adorable to be true. They are the true blue epitome of innocence, naivete, obedience, playfulness, curiosity and loads more. Just a couple of days there and I've learnt a hell lot from them. I've always wondered how teachers can learn from students but now I know! They're so natural and pure that they're somewhat the 'ideal' children of God, unpolluted, vulnerable and subjected to every harm this world has to offer. Sometimes I'll be with the Playgroup ('06 babies), sometimes I'll be with the toddlers ('07 babies), and sometimes the Nursery kids ('05 babies) and surprisingly all three groups are verrrrrrrry different. As I first started out with the Playgroup, I'm most connected and comfortable there but I love them all! I guess it's because the Playgroup has children who reflect different people in my life. I loooove Skye, Sheldon, Bryan, Daxon, Brenda, Trisha, Nikki, Elfie.. Gosh I sound so old haha! Such beautiful names they have right they're so000 blessed.
Anyws my Thurs, Fri and Sat are fully booked! :D Adaleen and I are gonna be at Suntec expo helping Sephora with its mega clearance sale. We're gonna get a total of 180 buckarooos for 3 days I'm so excited!
I have to go to school for an hr today for briefing cus I'm '10 OGL!!!!! I couldn't believe it when Cheryl told me that I was selected. It's gonna be soooo much fun since I'm not flying anywhere this hols.
I'm starting up a mini blogshop with pretty pieces but there are alot of discrepancies now, I don't have a nice backdrop for professional pictures and one major prolem is that it aches me to sell the stocks I've selected): But I will settle those glitches, soon.
I haven't gotten down to writing my jay-walking letter since my road penalty by the ministry of dunno what. I gotta get advice from Boobsya.
"It's not a matter of how high or low the expectations are, it's just a matter of their mere existence"
Monday, November 16, 2009
It's all speaking.
I scraped my knees when I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven, seems like
It's getting harder to believe in anything
Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts
I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
Or turn it off in all my spite
In all my spite i'll turn it off
And the worst part is
Before it gets any better We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better off when I hit the bottom
The tragedy, it seems unending
I'm watching everyone I looked up to break and bending
We're taking shortcuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero
Well I can see behind the curtain
The wheels are cranking, turning,
It's all wrong the way we're working
Towards a goal, that's nonexistent
It's nonexistent, but we just keep believing
You wish you could use somebody,
I wish you could see we are somebody.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
maybe
Hellofello mates in the same banana boat as me. Hold on tight cause we're gonna set sail in a yacht this time. And this time, we have to act as though the day of 2012 is coming, to make sure the hydraulics are properly oiled, that the pilot must be sure of what he's doing, that you know that the people you love are there to see this through with you, to hold the torchlight while you pull out the obstruction that's jamming up your hydraulics cause sometimes maybe two is better than one even when you think you can do it on your own.
This time round, we'll get it right, we have more time to build a better boat, better than Noah's ark and sail smoothly to the big A with As. The struggle will still be inevitable but at least we know that we have our peeps who have lesser time and are able to push through it with the grit of every tooth so we can too. This could be something, i don't know, but i do know it's a chance, an opportunity, a light which we never realised before and clinging on to what shouldn't belong to you and turning back is as pointless as a blunt arrow. This time round, select something you feel you can be yourself with, commit your whole heart to it and get down to it.
I'll break myself to break your fall.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
MK @ Boogeeeez!
Kavilove & I had a sudden urge to take a walk down memory lane to reminisce sec2/3 times.
Hence our Bugis exploration. All of you should try that. Pick a place and just explore, no cash required. Just comfy shoes and a water bottle! The other day however, I was feeling a little lost. This weird indescribable feeling that makes you feel dreamy in a pretty sucky way. I kept asking K why I felt that way and she feels that it's cus everything's kinda over for me for now, recording, PW, promos.. Maybe, cus sometimes when suddenly everything lifts itself up, instead of feeling relieved you feel empty. I was trying to hard to re-live the feeling I had the last time I was in Bugis but somehow I couldn't. God didn't let me. He most probably wants me to live this feeling so that next time I wouldn't wanna try to re-live THIS. But I think there's smth else to this emptiness. Sealed emptiness perhaps. I need to find things to do. I have to.
(ooh after I published this post I realised what it is.. haha I really think I'm too overwhelmed by so many things which I wanna accomplish that the thought of them just drains all the energy outta me and then they suddenly all vanish and make me think that there's nothing there in the first place..you know?)
i need to meet you naooo.
Monday, November 9, 2009
I just realised..when I was a little girl, I would kill to be Superman's daughter. But now that I'm abit more grown, I wanna be his wife. In future, I'd want him to be my son.
MEET THE BAND
How I wish i could squeeze the entire of yesterday into a bottle and keep it forever.Band recording session squeezed a great deal out of us. But yesterday really made me realise how fortunate I am to have these people in my life. 12pm all the wayyy till 12am, it was no different from a band camp :D
Below is a brief description of the pictures but you can totally skip this part cause I just wanna rant:
(After the first picture, we realised that Gerald looked like the director instead of Roland. So he somehow rolled off his wheelchair and someone said smth DAMN funny which made me hysterical but guys being guys, their composure in jokes makes me feel like an idiot. Then we finally had a nice shot but they still didn't like the picture cus Roland didn't look "director" enough. So they forced him to put on his headphones. Then someone said it was an "act fierce" shot so i gave the "act big" face but haiyo, I was the only one who gave that fish face. Finally the funniessssst sight of the day: the WHOA-OH picture. HAHAHAHHA we kinda all stood in descending order DAMN funny had to act like there were hundreds of ppl so we had to all whoa-oh into the mic then HAHAHH Roland burped and hiccuped at the same time HAHAHAHAH I laughed till I died.)
quote: "I saw him covering his mouth giving an embarrassed face then 2 seconds later i smelt a pungent fried rice smell."
Magic tricks and note-passing (sam and r were pretending to talk as though they just met hahaha dammmmn cute!), getting killed by multiple adugans and singing in a blackout, gaming from inside the room because someone invented the wireless controller, everyone stealing my food cus they feel I don't need as much food as them, the list could go on and on. All these smile-plastering things sooo overrode my mishaps. Getting fined by a police for Jaywalking, ending up at Cathay when I wanted to go to *Scape, finding out that something you believed in wasn't existent, finding out you've been deceived.
I realised I''ve been striving so hard to get somewhere I really wanted to be, only to realise that someone else got there without even trying.
I realised words sometimes speak louder than actions.
I realised when it seems like you've got everything, there is bound to be one thing which will vacuum your joy.
I baaaaadly wanted to go to church today but I daringly missed it cus I overslept): It's alright, Bugis honeymoon date with Kavi tmrwwww! We're gonna reminisce our old times in memory lane. I can't look forward more to starting a week with a dip in our history pool, walking around aimlessly, freeely, just being us. Then it's I&R and work and real life (+ i'm gonna write a rebuttal report to the government), run my woes away. Till then I gotta get my mind off yesterday. I reeeeally love you all thanks for being you, & I promise you I'm happy.
"now I know, you're a liar."
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