I am the chaos and you are the cosmos
Saturday, January 9, 2010
PROJECT PRIVILEGED
above are some of my favourite pictures from PP. love you all who turned up and superlove to anyone who moved to the music. (sorry Caro!! Can't wait for your 21st partayyeee)
i'm less than 3 hrs away from waking up but I really wanna update this space. ): Tmr's gonna be another fun tiring day but i'm looking forward to it(: bestie fredster better wakey wakey to 6am wake up call (!!) no more snoozies for me too): parents aren't gonna be too happy to hear that i'm gonna be away from home for another 2 days not long after OGL camp. (and that I spent 10 bucks on fried rice today)So i'm not gonna stay over at Christ Church Sec.
Speaking of which I had a great time with Sanders| Fredster| and Rach| at XinWang HK cafe today(: We actually travelled pretty far for that plate of expensive hawker food. Should have gone to Fareast's 2nd level! But nevertheless the corner was once again our stage. Go figure.
I received some really nice emails which brightened my day yesterday(: One was a casting call (audition) for a role on Ch 5 and another was an email from one of the Sparta attachees and another was a blog commendation. But i think my life now's bright enough.
OGL camp entirely changed my perception of PJC. My clan mates are sooooo lovely and i love unpredictable surprises. I pray for an awesome - ohwowliketotallyfreakmeoutimeanrighton JC life ahead. Gonna walk along the rules (not on them) and be a good girl! One bad thing I've gotten out of PJ last year was a major fear of judgement. Being judged soooo quickly and easily can break me like nothing else cus nothing kills me more than the disability to attain a chance to show them who you really are. When I had to sing Love Story for the finale performance, what I was worried about wasn't about my croaky voice or whether I'm gonna squeak somewhere in the midst of it. It was that all my other clanmates weren't doing it with me and I wanted each and everyone of them to get their chance to show themselves.(they're very shy!) I was afraid to be judged as selfish or what. But they were so encouraging and non judgemental and I wish they knew that I would anytime, delightfully give up that spot to anyone who wanted to do it.
p.s. i'm no longer brace face(((((: call me that and i'll happily flash my exposed, pearly horsey teeth at ya!
All along he knew who I was, it was just the fact that he didn't wanna believe it.
Sometimes things change when you verbalise it. Even though all these while we've been thinking it to ourselves. But is there such a thing as good change?
above are some of my favourite pictures from PP. love you all who turned up and superlove to anyone who moved to the music. (sorry Caro!! Can't wait for your 21st partayyeee)i'm less than 3 hrs away from waking up but I really wanna update this space. ): Tmr's gonna be another fun tiring day but i'm looking forward to it(: bestie fredster better wakey wakey to 6am wake up call (!!) no more snoozies for me too): parents aren't gonna be too happy to hear that i'm gonna be away from home for another 2 days not long after OGL camp. (and that I spent 10 bucks on fried rice today)So i'm not gonna stay over at Christ Church Sec.
Speaking of which I had a great time with Sanders| Fredster| and Rach| at XinWang HK cafe today(: We actually travelled pretty far for that plate of expensive hawker food. Should have gone to Fareast's 2nd level! But nevertheless the corner was once again our stage. Go figure.
I received some really nice emails which brightened my day yesterday(: One was a casting call (audition) for a role on Ch 5 and another was an email from one of the Sparta attachees and another was a blog commendation. But i think my life now's bright enough.
OGL camp entirely changed my perception of PJC. My clan mates are sooooo lovely and i love unpredictable surprises. I pray for an awesome - ohwowliketotallyfreakmeoutimeanrighton JC life ahead. Gonna walk along the rules (not on them) and be a good girl! One bad thing I've gotten out of PJ last year was a major fear of judgement. Being judged soooo quickly and easily can break me like nothing else cus nothing kills me more than the disability to attain a chance to show them who you really are. When I had to sing Love Story for the finale performance, what I was worried about wasn't about my croaky voice or whether I'm gonna squeak somewhere in the midst of it. It was that all my other clanmates weren't doing it with me and I wanted each and everyone of them to get their chance to show themselves.(they're very shy!) I was afraid to be judged as selfish or what. But they were so encouraging and non judgemental and I wish they knew that I would anytime, delightfully give up that spot to anyone who wanted to do it.
p.s. i'm no longer brace face(((((: call me that and i'll happily flash my exposed, pearly horsey teeth at ya!
All along he knew who I was, it was just the fact that he didn't wanna believe it.
Sometimes things change when you verbalise it. Even though all these while we've been thinking it to ourselves. But is there such a thing as good change?
posted by minthol cigarette. # 2:42 AM 
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